A new look

Now don't go thinking I'm changing my hair or getting some kind of surgery, I'm not taking a different look on things. I've decided that things will happen when they're meant to and there's no need to rush. I have a pretty good life, family and friends. I'm working on getting the money thing straightened out. More saving and less spending. I don't want to have to work all the time. I want to do the things I enjoy. I'm working on making em happy and screw everyone else. I'm the one who I have to deal with everyday. I hate to sound self centered, but I'm the most important person in my life, besides Finnigan, and until others decide to get off their ass and make themselves and me feel just as important, tough titties! I'm worrying about me and me only. You don't want to join where this ship is headed, fine. I have to feel good about me and my life before I can start adding others. I'm done with this whole depression thing. The counselor is right...I'm well worth it. I give and give. Finally I'm done. I can't make others change, just myself. Well I might as well start there.

BTW, yes I love you. Don't be stupid.